Chapters Of Life

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2007-08-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

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updates

2007-07-22T02:15:00.000-07:00

okie dokie..updates time. friday i went for tpjc's dance fest and i would is overall is okok only, not exactly fantastic. but i was right in the predictions of the first 3 winners. hahaha. the solo guy would win. i shld haf bet with cailing. he is cool la. and queenie's item is good, the guest performance by the 2 teachers was really fantastic. it was international dance and it really OWNED the whole show that night i think. hahahaha.then was yesterday met up with some of the c&k for die hard supposedly but no tix avaliable and so the four of us, me carene, wen jun, and perry had a very hard time deciding on wat to watch. perry wants transformer (when all of us haf already watched, so nobody bothers abt him), i want to watch invisible target (they ignored my suggestion), then wenjun wants to watch black sheep, its a movie abt a mutated sheep eating humans in short, (a poor and short cut description given by wj) and carene wants to watch knocked up (a one night stand show according to her). in the end, i tot the black sheep sounds good so i am with wj but rene wants knocked up and perry dun care. we settled this issue by the most ancient method, scissors paper stone. i lost, so it was knocked up and some sex education for me la. then cindy joined us for dinner. details of it already mentioned in cindy's blog, shall not elaborate.

we were dressed like national day flag because,me and rene was in red and perry and wj in white

at harry's bar

then it was today's family gathering at kushinbo. food food and food.

the pek's family.

the wan's familythe Lim family

my dearest ah ma who is so camera shy and the lady boss of the day

and with that, it sums up by weekends. :)

crown

2007-07-11T21:02:00.000-07:00

though i have officially quitted but then i am still going back to work some nights this week to help out because crown dental is facing a serious shortage of nurses. so being kind, i agreed when dr tang msg me to help out a bit. hahaha. and he is serious about buying me an ipod and asked my i want black or white. but people ard me is making a big hoo haa about it and i think is better not to accept his offer. but then dr tang say is a farewell present and he praised me for being a good girl. hahaahha. but i must say i really enjoy working with him and dr grace la.

dr tang was talking to himself on monday night when i was working with him and i asked why is he talking to himself? he replied saying because he love talking to intelligent people, meaning he is praising himself intelligent. bhb leh.. then since i was the only nurse working with him i had to cover all the duties. assisting and doing counter work but i got stomache that night so after sending in his patient, i chiong to the toliet and then after a while dr tang come knocking on my toliet door because he wants me to buy bubble tea for him. always ask me to buy bubble tea and yet he is always nagging at me for drinking too much of it. i bought chocolate oreo for him he say will stain his teeth, then i buy passionfruit green tea he say sour dun like. i buy strawberry milk tea he say too sweet. finally i decided to get him the simplest pear milk tea he say not nice. so difficult to please. i anyhow buy milk tea for for dr grace she also appreciate and ask me where i bought it from. hahahaha

oh..i managed to rent why why love vcd. i started pestering the vcd shop uncle everyday for the disc since nowadays i so free until he got tired of it and gave me piority despite there are a few more pple who made reservations ahead of me. i was kind of shock when the uncle called me yesterday to inform that the vcds are back. i didn think it wld be back so soon la..anyway i rush down with me sister to rent it. then now even my mum is watching but of course she like the other male lead la.

going tpjc dance fest on the 20th. made the decision to go suddenly and got the rest to go with me. hahahaa.

met up with jiale that day for transformers and he treated me to the movie because was my long beleted birthday treat then after that met up with chee seng also for supper. long time no see. jiale looks the same though but chee seng look abit younger with his haircut. listening to them realised they already know wat they want in life, pursue their dance degree and stuff and they are leading their lives to the maxium. but here i am wasting my life away. too lazy to participate in camps cuz nobody to go with me. too lazy to exercise but to stay at hm and slack. sleep at 11 plus 12 everyday and wake up at 12pm the next day. then go ah ma for lunch come back online a bit. then is tv plus newspapers then nap abit tv again and sleep. thats wat i do now everyday.

wanna get guidebooks from andy to revise but no action done. wanna tidy up my waredrobe and clear unwanted clothes also not done. i dunno wat i am doing.

my toothy sentiments

2007-06-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

i completed my last day at crown dental today. hahaha..i am free from all the stinky mouths. but my boss doesnt believe that i am quitting and he keeps telling the other part timers that i am ust going on leave. hahaha..i shall never return after getting my pay. my boss wants me to work on july after my holiday and continue to help him after uni starts. i told him SEE HOW. even though on the whole he is super nice to me but then i think i am too lazy la..plus i dun think i can cope with schoolwork and work together.

WHY I HATE MY JOB:
-disgusting people who cant control their bloody tongue and keeps wobbling about and licking my suction. i feel like smacking their face everytime.
-stupid people with poor aiming and uses all their force to spit out the water to the sink when rinising and wet the whole dental chair, the floor and me.
-idiotic kids who ate too much before coming to see the dentist and end up puking everywhere and i got to clean up the mess.
-those people who groans and ouch during extraction despite they are given anesthetic. they are so throw face.
-kids who scream the hell out the clinic when their tooth is obviously shaking and can be pulled out using a fingers.
-people with thick lower lips and also uses their lip muscle to force back my suction. after a whole day of assisting my hands can get cramps from holding the suction. its amazing the strength of 2 hands can lose to thick lip muscle.

-i get so busy that i dun even haf the time to go toliet or have a sip of water.
-irritating patients who cannot decide when they wanna book their appointment and ended up hogging on the phone for ages and i got to attend to them even when i got tonnes of things to do and patient to discharge.

-unreasonable people who insist on seeing the doctor despite telling them appointment is full and they do not want to wait.

-booking dr tang's appointment. apparently he is damn popular and so everybody fights to see him and his appointment is full until dunno wat and pple still insist to squeeze them in.

-when dr south park is in a foul mood.

-the crown patty and denture impression material are always so hard to remove from the denture trays.

WHY I LOVE MY JOB

- i get paid at the end of every month:

-i save on transport and food

- i can sleep to 12pm when i am not working the morning shift.

-i learn alot alot about dentistry and most importantly the right way to brush my teeth. i realised for thr past 18 years i am not doing the correct thing. surprisingly, 7 out of 10 people doesnt know how to brush well and dunno wats a dental floss much less flossing.

-dr tang and dr grace always chit chat with me and makes time pass faster.

-friendly and good collegues

-free bubble tea treats from doctors.

-i overcame my fear of blood

-i get free cleaning and filling from doctors

some pictures:

me and joanne the girl who got into ntu chem and biochem. we nearly became sch mates

on the left is cannie and on the right is geok shan. cannie is older than me by 9 years old but she looks like she is of the same age as us.

christy and me. the full timer.

dr grace. she is like my godma and is super duper nice to me.

ann and me. she is dental therapist in schools but works here as dental assistant.

on knocking off.

dr tang took this and despite me pestering him for 12 hours he refuse to take pic with me cuz i never use a digital camera. excuses :(

YEAH TAIWAN ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLAH

2007-06-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

BlAh blah black sheep

haven been blogging cuz i dunno wat to talk about seriously. felt like closing down already. pple who owns a blog but dun blog is irresponsible. so here i am back again to blog though i dun really wish to. i dunno how to blog interestingly or relate wat happen in my life everyday in words. firstly, i am too lazy or too tired to blog after a day of filled activities, i wld probably blog abt it days later which many pple haf already done so and i am juz repeating. secondly, i think i am not good in words. and thirdly, i got poor memory so i cant really recall the details after an incident happened.

was taling to jasper a while ago abt damping. he asked me the uni i going. i said i am disappointing him cuz i am going nus and not be able to join him in ntu. then he said it was surprising at all cuz he feels that i wld go for nus ultimately. he says he will be disappointed in me if i chose nus ultimately because of reputation. hahaha..of course i got to deny that. but actually that was one of the factor. haha. then it comes to damping question that we suddenly started discussing and i was irritated because i cant remember the definition and there he is correcting my concepts abt damping plus oscilliations. if i was so clever i wldn haf gotten a D la. hahahaha..

23rd inter-continental stay. sounds a bit sian now cuz we are so lost dunno wat to do. plus i couldn get thru the line to book the room and probably like wat cindy and faith say i will probably fall into coma late in the night ha.

i missed father's day yesterday cuz i dun remember the dates. i cant rememeber dates except for some like my birthday: 3rd april, christams, valentines day and certain other birthdays only. i cant remember my parents birthday is too weird a number. hahaha

now i dunno shld i stay in hostel anot. lets analyse

PROS:
1. saves time and energy
2. i want privacy
3. i want my uni life to be fun
4. i wanna try independence
5. mum dun haf to stay up late to wait for me
6. its something new and fun

CONS:
1. i am afraid of ghosts
2. i want aircon when i sleep
3. i dun want to do laundry myself, i dunno how to dry my clothes well
4. too many stuff to bring to hostel, troublesome
5. i dun think i can cope with so many ccas
6. i dunno if i will die of loneliness

shit..how how how?

sweet tooth

2007-05-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

Sweet tooth

this is room 1, the room where my boss Dr tang always use. its fully equipped. there suppose to be another room but dr southpark was using it that day so i couldn take pics.

the reception area

this is the pantry where we do the washing of instruments and autoclave (sterilise it) and also oiling the high speed, slow speed and surgical hand instruments

the cupboards that keeps all the patient's cards

looks are everything

2007-05-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

Looks are everything

i went with my second sister to see the doctor today simply because her face was burnt like shit due to the over tanning she had at sentosa on sunday. when she was back that day she looked like a cooked lobster and my mum was screaming at her for getting herself tanned till like that. it was much much much worse than the last time the burn i got when i went to sentosa with the dance and at the time my mum already grumbled at me. then she suffered from 2 falls from her cheerleading training due to a useless and inexperienced guy. the her nose and the side of her face got scratches and was bleeding adding to the already very horrible sun burn she got. now her face look like batman, no joke, is really batman. the upper half of her face is black with two pink stripes on the lower cheekbones like the chinese 8 'ba' zi .reason because she was stupid enough to peel the skin thinking that peeling all the skin would make her look better, apparently it didn and it worsen the look. all these are in addition to the abrasions on her nose and face. i dunno how her tan would end up only having the upper part of the face black. then my mum was scolding like hell cuz she disfigure herself that way and ban her from sentosa. i was laughing at her and my mum say the same goes for me, no sentosa..hahahaha..anyway my sister is not a bit afraid, she got plans for zoo and SENTOSA AGAIN! her face really look like she got burned from fire such that the doc got a shock when she saw her and she couldn differentiate who is older. i say is because i look younger than my sis but she insist is because of the state that she in that the doc couldn differentiate. ha..watever. she could still draw a pic to illustrate her state now and post it on her blog. i told her to might as well take a pic and post it on friendster and mum say keep it as rememberance of wat sentosa did to her. well, she is on all sorts of medicaton now with 2 days of mc.

and i am infected by her cough now.
i am going ntu's welcome party with joanne. a new made friend at crown dental who happen to be also admitted to the same course. she's is from mj and i think she is rather pretty with big eyes. whether she is taken anot i am not sure.
got to find a time to go collect cheque and return the polo tee. i probably cant make it at nights since i am mostly down for work recently so ii got to go alone or probably get someone avaliable to go with me. see how.

goodnight.

heal the pain and catch the train

2007-05-08T01:44:00.000-07:00

heal the pain and catch the train

my head is aching from the bruise. it happened on sunday morning. i was working with dr southpark that day and i tend to be very kan jong whenever i work with him i dunno why. i am scared of him actually. it so happened that there wasnt enough manpower that day and so everything was in a mess. i was suppose to knock off at 1pm that day since from 1pm to 2pm is the doc's break. so i thought that since dr southpark always work very fast and end early i should juz risk myself getting scolded and to work with him so that i can end off early. then nearing the end of the session, it was 12.40pm we were at almost done with the 2nd last patient then i was happy means no delay, should be able to end at 1pm.
then my very smart aleck colleague go and accept another walk-in patient, somemore is extraction. i hate to assist dr southpark do extraction cuz it is likely that the tooth will break and he cannot dig the roots out and he will become hot-tempered and thats when i will kana. so after the 'supposedly' last patient, i quickly disinfect everything to see the extraction patient. as i was too kan jong the scaler tip flew off from my hands. so i quickly bend down to pick it up but as i was getting up i didn see the rod holding the dental chair above me so i juz bang my forehead on it. i ouched so loudly that dr southpark turned to look at me. i feel so pai seh and i dare not rub and somemore i am wearing the gloves but is so painful that i tot i was bleeding. then i quickly help him send in the patient, pass him the antiseptic then i rush to the pantry to rub on my head, wose still i got no mirror to chk if my head is alright. by that time the bump was formed already!!! working with dr southpark always so suay. i already avoided wearing black when working with him but suay things always happen.

then after that when out with cakes to celebrate carene's birthday when another suay thing happen. the buttion from my blouse fell off. it was a new blouse mind you. but actually before i went out i knew the button wasnt secure..but i tot i wun be so unlucky la. who knows. then i accidentally caused carene to lose her toenail on her birthaday. then i bang my butt against the escalator railings. wa lao. all these in a day can!!

the good thing is i received nus letter. but i've decided on ntu. CINDY!!!! pls hurry up receive the letter so that we can apply for hostel!!! if not i wld haf to take train to boon lay everyday..sian..i help u pray ok..hahaha

blow my anger to your face

2007-05-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

Blow my anger to your face

why do i have to wait for the whole day each time for ur call. cant u juz sms promptly and save me the trouble of checking my phone every half an hour!!!!!!!

and my job is getting on my nerves. i am suffering from backaches and protruding veins from my legs. and i smell like the disinfecting solution everytime i end my work. and my boss can still tell me to haf dinner with friends straight after work with that horrible smell. wat kind of dinner is it when i can leave only after 9pm!!! and i am forced to work the whole day for him today despite me lying that i got an important date with my boyfriend because i so desperately wanted to go home. and i got to lie that tomorrow is my grandma birthday so that i can save myself from working. but still he doesnt let me off and insists i work the morning shift tomorrow. so there goes my sleep again. and i am now having serious headache due to the lack of sleep and the intense concentration needed when working with him. he dumps me alone in the clinic to clear up all the mess and all he does is take the money from me and say byebye!!! all this is for $7 per hour!!!!! now i am so hungry now also because of him. i explain why. i had my lunch at 1.30pm and came back at 2pm to work. my lunch break was suppose to be 1hr but he delayed the appointment so i've got no choice. my dinner is supposed to be at 5pm but he told me to go at 4pm today instead because he needs me to help him deposit his 7 thousand dollars cheque to his account. then i cant eat cause my lunch wasnt digested. so i had cupcorn instead. so now i am back home so hungry that i got to trouble myself to cook instant noodles.

thats the dentist papa

food

2007-04-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

i've got a weird diet. i cant eat much during proper meals like my dinner and then i ended getting hungry all over when it reaches 10pm. this is especially so when i work night shift. after reaching home bath and everything watch tv abt 10 o clock. thats when i get hungry. i will start looking for food but then i will usually stop myself cuz eating 3 hrs before sleep makes a person fat. lazy people like me don't exercise so in order not to put on weight, i eat less.

how nice it would be if i got chu qian yi ding xo sauce noodle. ha

ntu

2007-04-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

i juz received ntu letter of admission today. no news from nus yet. and i haven decide whether i shld accept the course anot, chem and biological chem. the only thing that interests me was forensic science module they haf inside. hahaha

syf of the juniors on tue. we went back to help out with the makeup and stuff but in the end i didn do much except put powder since everyone criticised i put the eyeshadow horrendously. but frankly speaking i think it was ok..cuz that they cailing and the rest were against me :(

they had the da chang jin music for competition, with the korean outfits and paper fan. i love the masks they were wearing, very nice and special. i guess the mask was the one of unique points we had. i love hwa chong dance damn alot though nj one was also nice but i think hwa chong one looks more like traditional chinese dance. hahaha.. cant take videos so too bad. anyway, tpjc got silver for syf this year and i heard that junyuan got gold with honours. hahaha..they are getting better and better :))

jiale, chernhui, cailing and pauline

the girls, tracy left :(

my photoshop skills

2007-04-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

零
作曲:钟国锋
作词:柯有伦
演唱:柯有伦

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁
两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭
谁错谁对为谁抱歉
不会再哭
谁错谁对为谁憔悴
走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天新的明天新的世界

my favourite song these days..ha.

just learnt some photoshop skills from my 2 sisters so now i am experimenting my photos. but got quite sick of it cuz too many brushes for me to choose from. and being a greedy person i cannot decide on wat to use and i cant differentiate on wat is nice.

so this is the outcome:

heh heh..too bored!!!

deasru island day

2007-04-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.30am today to go to desaru island today for tour. an island that i've never been to..ulu ulu island but nonetheless it was FUN FUN FUN!!!

the seaview taken from the bumboat in the early on our way there.

me on the bumboat

the trip there took 1 hour.

me and joey on the mini van that took us around to all the attractions

the attraction there include fruit orchard, temples, herb farm, fireflies tour at night (which we didn go cuz we didn wanna stay at the ulu place there overnight), crocodile farms (which i didn go cuz the last boat depart at 4pm apparently so no time) blah blah blah and the BESt was the OSTRICH FARM!!!!

the one day old alive ostrich in the incubator

the older smelly ostriches

i was actually quite scared of the ostrich pecking me la..

but then eventually i found the courage to feed it with food on the hands directly cuz ostrich got no teeth, so i was not afraid anymore. this ostrich special got to use bowl then it will eat.

the ostrich egg, edible and cost RM30

the egg when broken, look at the amount!!! but the yoke was smashed la..one ostrich egg equals to 22 chicken eggs and 1 ostrich egg can make 6 cakes.

the ostrich egg we bought was cooked into 2 separate kind of egg dish, osyster egg and furong egg. too much cannot finish. it was only AN egg

waiting for the boat to come to go home..wheee with ryan

with joey AGAIN

HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!!!

blurred visions

2007-04-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

my left eye had beem experiencing discomfort for the past few days and my vision was blur. i tot maybe was because my eyes were too dry, oh..i got dry eyes, dry lips and dry skin that is always causing me problems. so since i've got no work today i went over to eyelink to had my eyes checked. it turned out that besides having VERY dry eyes, my lens were damaged and i was not aware and so, i injured my eye, the centre of it and she said the injury was quite serious. so i am not suppose to wear my lenses for 2 days. hahaha..the optican threw away by damaged lens and gave me a free daily pair plus some eyedrops for free. hahaha..and the specs that i was eyeing on cost $460. way too expensive i think.

got to go for interview at ntu tmr. haiz. i tot why i was so suay to kana picked cause i tot they randomly choose so asked the woman is it necessary to go for the interview, she said it was and is crucial. i asked is it all those who put chem and biological chem as first choice got to go for the interview she said no, only those shortlisted. omg, wat will they ask me? they better not ask me abt haildes, ketones, aldehyes all these. i know nuts about them now. haiz.

i dunno if the friendship we have now is really strong and reliable, but onw thing that i am sure of is if we do need help, ours friends will always be there to support us. when we lose any of them, the link between the rest and the lost one would broken and the links connecting the remaining will also be broken. that is because we wouldn have the courage to face each other anymore for the fear of raking up the past fond memories. we are all connected so, we cannot afford to lose anyone :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2007-04-06T23:13:00.000-07:00

19th birthday pictures taken with cakes

my oreocheesecake

making my 3 wishes

faith, kat, cindy

kat and carene

wendy and me

the cakes book

the necklace made by tengyee bought by cindy and wendy

the panties gift by faith..hahaha..

me and faith

cindy and me

thanks alot for all your effort..u all really made my birthday a wonderful one :))

CLOTHEs

2007-04-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

i think i can juz kill myself by burying myself on the clothes i have. i bought 3 dresses, 1 pair of shorts, 1 tank top, 2 jelly pumps, 1 bag in 2 days. and all these does not include the clothes i bought before that which i haven got the chance to wear. i got 3 more new tops untouched. i got lots of clothes which i wore only once. haiz..die. i think my dental job is not enough to support my spending. and worse is, my mum doesnt stop me frm buying but instead she keep psychoing me..my waredrobe is really exploding. got to find time to sort out my clothes and pass some to others already. haiz..shant go bugis anymore. hahahaha..

dreams

2007-03-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

i got the weirdest dreams these few days and i dunno. dreams that are completely illogical..and all these weird dreams make me lose sleep for 2 nights consecutively.

first night i dreamt i had a very big fight with andy over some issue and i was so angry that i stomped out of his house. this was how it goes: it was abt us going to my family's bbq. intially everyone said ok..so there my family prepared lots of food. then on that day andy changed his mind and he didn want to go and then he so asshole go psycho all the rest not to go. then i was very furious, furthermore cindy didn help me psycho them to go instead she go stand on andy side and tell the rest not to go. i remembered in my dreams i control of my emotions and screamed like dunno wat..to the extent that i know i haven done before in real.

the second night.
i think was the effect of primeval but i think a bit late. i watched the show on sat but dreamt of it on wed. nevermind, anyway i dreamt that i was sleeping in a dark room and my bed was in the middle of the room. beneath my bed are all waters surrounding me, but the waters are not very deep it was only to my kness cuz i remember i could still walk across the room in the water but it was too dark that i couldn see wat was in the water. the thing is there is 1 CROCODILE and 2 HIPPOTAMUS in the water swimming abt. then i wanted to leave the room but i didn dare to get out of bed cuz i dunno when the crocodile or hippo will attack me as i am walking. i cant see. then somehow i got hold of the crocodile tracking device in primeval. so as i was walking out of the room, the signal from the device showed that the crocodile is swimming closer and closer to me then i run like dunno wat and then i woke up in the morming feeling bizzare. firstly, knee deep water cant contain crocodile and hippo and then there is no way i would end up sleeping in such a weird place. too much tv..

cpf

2007-03-01T06:00:00.000-08:00

1 good news and 1 bad news to announce.
The good news is that my boss increased my pay for the mth of feburary and the bad news is that i ended up oweing him money now.
the reason is because of CPF AND A DUMB ME!!!

i will explain why. THE REASON IS CPF!!!
on the mth of jan, my boss added 13 percent to my original pay before deducting 20 percent from it as my cfp contribution. he explain it everything seems right so i assume is right cuz he is boss and i know nuts abt cpf. then for the mth of feb, he straight away deduct 20percent without adding the 13percent so i tot i got lesser than wat i shld. so the gong me went to tell him thinking i will get more money and this led him to discover his mistake. he was not supposed to contribute 13percent to my original pay but instead to the cpf. and then he already contributed 13percent to the cpf and gave me the 13percent in my jan pay. so it ended up that i owe him money. shit. he happily laughed at me saying i caught myself, i've got no choice and to save face i had to say i was juz being honest!!!! cpf is all the trouble and yet my boss keep telling me he is helping me to save money to buy hse. he thinks the few mths i work with him and the cpf contributions in there is enuff to buy me a hse. nuts. i wld rather use the money now then putting into the cpf and wait till i am 60 to get it out cuz i may not live to that age and secondly i may not be married so i why would i need a house. hahahahaha....

now i got to wait for my cpf statment to see if wat he calculated is correct and now much i haf to buy A HOUSE????

that is life

2007-02-23T20:03:00.000-08:00

yesterday, i was doing sit in at the clinic answering calls and bookig appointments for patients. then all the patients asked why am i working since the doctors are not around but i told them i've got no choice since my boss wants me to do so.

then came an old lady with her daughter. that old lazy wanted to make a new set of upper dentures and they asked me abt the pricing etc. so whle arranging the appointment for them, the old lady kept talking to me and showing me her lower set of dentures. i thought the old lady was cute, she resembles the macdonald old lady and her teeth are all so small and cute. she is a pleasant old lady la..so i wrote down her name and book her under impression, which is the first stage of denture making and i forgot whether i should book for the 15mins slot or 30mins one. so i thought i juz book for her and ask my collegue later in the night.

i left at 12.15pm to went shopping and haf lunch with my mama and came back to work at 6pm. then while i was working with geok san, i asked her abt the impression thing. she said it was 15mins treatment then i was happy my memory didn fail me. hahaha..a call came and while i was busy answering the call, the same lady that came in the morning walk in so geok san attended to her. afterwards i put down my phone geok san pointed to the appointment book with the name of the old lady that wanted to do the dentures. she told me the lady that came in wanted to cancel her mum's appointment. to double confirm, geok san asked the lady : 她假牙不要做了是吗?
the lady answered: 她去世了.

when geok san told me i was shocked like hell. i told her how could that be possible? the old lady juz came in this morning with her and she could still walk and was talking happily with me. how can she juz died like that? for the rest of the night i kept thinking abt the old lady, i could still remember her face la..i felt really sad for her. within 24hrs everything can juz change like that..may the old lady rest in peace.

assholes doctors

2007-02-11T17:53:00.000-08:00

doctors are assholes i tell you.
i was suppose to work the morning shift and afternoon shift today so i got up at 7am and my work starts at 9am. so at 8am the doctor boss sms me to say: today morning u no need to work, just come for the afternoon and night shift.
i said ok but i was A BIT pissed cuz he made me wake up so early for nothing. then i went to change out of my formal working clothes which is a MUST for him whenever he is ard and took out my lenses and went back to sleep with a heavy breakfast in my stomach.
then i was finally back to sleep when the stupid phone ring at 9.30am telling me to go down to work immediately for some dunno wat reasons. then i was VERY pissed but still i got up and change and put back the lenses again. i was carrying my back and walking out of the hse when the asshole phone rang again this time telling me : er..u no need come already, just come in the afternoon. Then i was FREAKING PISSED!!!!! U TELL ME I ANGRY ANOT LA...........

that is why i say doctors are assholes.

dr southpark

2007-02-08T19:30:00.000-08:00

i think Dr Southpark hates me. its getting so bored having to work everyday and nothing to look forward to. oh, the A levels results. shit

it has been more than a mth that we are out of contact and it seems that it doesnt affect much anyway.

new yr shopping

2007-01-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

went chinatown shopping with the girls yesterday. bought obly a half half half silk top for 29.90. the boss didn allow be to bargain cuz she says more work has to be done to sew 2 different cloths together hence mine blouse is more expensive than cindy's. well, i set my eyes on quite a number of tops and dresses but i refrained myself from buying cuz just last week i think, i spent 100 bucks on new clothes when shopping with my sis at bugis in a short time of 2hrs. and not counting the clothes i bought before that. haiz..but i realy like the $46 green dress that i saw yesterday. the shop owner say the dress was worn my fann wong and mango has that design too...chey..the original price was $49.90 but after the discount i still couldn bring myself to buy it. hahaha..

i still haven had the time to go down metro to submit my punch card. haiz..

missy

2007-01-26T05:11:00.000-08:00

i am more or less familiar with my work now for working continuously for 8 days without any off days except for the major ones like LAOP, operation. there is usually 2 doctors my boss Dr Tang and another Dr Toh. Dr Toh is an iceman doctor. he doesnt tok to u, except his patients so i suppose u haf to pay to tok to him. then he hardly smile or got other expressions. auntie say he was handsome b4 i went to work there but i think ok only la. he is above average for a doctor cuz i assume doctors, like pilots are ugly. hahahahaha..then that day i SAW HIM SMILE VERY HAPPILY. and the reason is because he was eating snake and WATCHING SOUTH PARK CARTOON when there is no patient. now i know wat entertains him the most. SOUTH PARK. and based on my observations, he watches it everyday when he is free. siao

i almost puke that day when i saw him carrying out the operation. so much blood and the sounds and the strength he uses on the patient makes me sick, he actually told the patient that he is going to split his tooth into two, then at that moment i told myself to take care of my teeth. i dun wanna spend thousands lying on the 50 thousand dental chair for 30 minutes and get my tooth splitted or getting a hole drilled.

crown dental

2007-01-18T06:25:00.000-08:00

alright, i started my job today as a DENTAL ASSISTANT or the nurse in CROWN DENTAL SURGERY. i never know humans haf so much saliva in their mouths that the suction tube known as high-vet cannot fully vacuum out the thing. i know nuts abt teeth and i just went like that. got to know all the instruments that i nvr seen b4 and they all look so alike with funny names like round plugger, excavator, applicator, plastic six, narrow/broad bands,composite (CR) wth, i freak out like mad. worse, i got to assist the doctor and vacuum all the saliva and tar tar( which the yellow dirt) from the mouth, change the wire gauze. is freaking dirty job and the salivia juz spill and splash all over. luckily there is gloves and mouth cover for me. then i learnt how to make the dentures mould which is interesting and how to do x ray for the tooth and how to develop the film. i got to know how to recognize the various instruments, how to fit the instruments in and in the CORRECT ORDER which i cannot cuz in the first place i am still not familiarised with the instruments and all the things look the same. waa, i think today's patient's suay to meet me ar..i think they almost got their tongues and lips and their lips suck out by the high vet. hahahaha..but wat i enjoy most was to refill the water in the cup for patients to rinse..hahahaha.

all was horrible and disgusting and gross and while i was doing the job i was wondering i actually resort to taking uo this funny occupation that i nvr come across in my entire life for the sake of money and to save transport fees. hahaha..but well, i think things wld

sick

2007-01-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

i am sick AGAIN. i fall sick whenever i work continuously for days. mum say i my life too good, cannot even work for a while. haiz..i think is due to the lack of water when working cuz i am too lazy to climb all the way from the 2nd level to the 4th level just to haf a sip of water. sales hasnt been good these few days and i feel so guilty. haf been eating zero for the past 2 days and then i am sick today. mersine must be suay to employ pple like me. i juz woke up frm my long sleep. haven been sleeping for so long frm 11pm last night to 2.30pm today. hahaha but my head still feels heavy and i haven ate anything, got no appetite, lazy to cook, and its raining so i cant buy.

another day at metro tomorrow.

no signboard

2007-01-05T08:34:00.000-08:00

after a dinner frm mersine corp that cost $514 and after a pay increment plea, me and cindy decided to go back to trelivings to work for a week starting frm tomorrow. anyway, it is better to work than to slack and rot at hm with no income coming in at all. and furthermore free hand and nail creams to use and chit chatting sessions with cindy for 6 days in additions to becoming 'senior' to teach the new girls..hahaha.. not a bad deal afterall. so pls go to metro paragon to buy frm me..hahaha

talking abt the dinner at 'no signboard'. never in my life was u so sick of crabs until juz now when i feel like puking while eating the crabs. the crab was big like crazy and is abnormal with one of its GONG bigger then the other. i took the bigger one and cindy the smaller one. and we actually ordered 3 plates of crabs, butter crab, white pepper crab and chilli crab. siao. plus 2 kinds of prawns, drunken prawns and cereal prawns plus scallops with vegetables and ee-mee and claypot beancurb. and after that we can still go for dessert at gelare. i think the boss must me cursing at us now. and he got to sew back the big hole in his pocket. hahahaha..

tmr we shall start writing our love letters at metro :)

gross

2006-12-30T07:46:00.000-08:00

i tot this was gross and digusting when i saw it over at stomp. i wouldn eat the eggs though usually love eggs alot. someone i think is abnormal and i feel like puking and i got goosebumps all over at the sight of the picture.

shall post the pictures we took that day at zouk some time later la..hahaha

trelivings

2006-12-27T23:32:00.000-08:00

yeah...i am out of trelivings already. i resigned and not FIRED pls because like wat wendy says the non-monetart benefits to the job was too poor. i worked my way through christmas eve and christmas with no double but a tray of eclairs. and i was really pissed waking up on xmas and knowing that i got to drag myself to work and see people happily on the streets celebrating. even though i dun haf a date on xmas but still i dun want to work on that day.

the 12 days of working in orchard make me feel learn the directions in orchard and i think i wouldn go lost in orchard now if u dump me there. hahaha..smart. and i observed the rich tai-tai in orchard got one thing in common. they got the exaggeration birdnest, beehive kind of hairstyle and they got a face with so much powder on them that it looked like it will crack any moment when they smile. hahaha..but still they can afford to spend like mad on some facial products that i think i wld nvr haf the money to buy. i kpo the conversation of one particular tai tai with the sk-II promoter yesterday cuz i was too bored with zero sales the whole day. and i heard that 1ml of their product actually cost 1 dollar. which i 100 dollars to sell at trelivings and 1 woman to attack at bionn. and if i accidentally spill it..its gone.

trelivings

2006-12-20T21:10:00.000-08:00

after working for 5 days continuously and standing for dunno how many hours resulting in a fully blistered feet and the non stop use of plasters i finally managed to hit a sales of $1719.00.
yesterday was the best day..my luckiest day most customers i approached actually bought and i nearly hit a sales of $800 but i shared the last customer with cherlynn..hahaha..but i was still happy. i was too busy that i forgot about my dinner and ended with gastric pains on my way home and the stupid mrt was so crowded that there wasnt any seats for me to rest..argh....
met a few nice souls through trelivings and also a very weird one hahaha..

got to look for gifts later. oh i received ah pok's xmas card and photo..i was very touched and it was really nice of him to develop photos for me everytime :)

a day at jurong east

2006-12-15T06:02:00.000-08:00

i think i am red lobster now because i am all sun burnt after spending the whole morning at jurong east swimming today with andy and gang. not exactly swimming cuz i cant swim but rather playing with water and enjoying the last day of freedom before starting work tomorrow.

anyway i didn wanted to go in the morning because my sis say the pool water will spoil the rebonded hair and i didn wanted to take the risk. furthermore i dun want to look tanned cuz is ugly and i took a long long time to recover back my skin colour after the trip to sentosa after prelims with dance. but the strips was still visible until now where i got half of my back tanned. it will take a while before i can wear sleeveless again, with this uneven skin tone i wld haf to bear with long sleeves i guess.

but it was still fun overall but it was a pity that i couldn swim and couldn play with the guys but then it was a new experience as i tried the tunnels the very least with perry and marcus dragging me up hahaha..fortunately i wasnt killed by the guys since i was the only girl ard with them hahaha..but i know they wouldn bear to kill me also..hahahahha..
oh the most irritating part was when i had water stucked inside my ear for so so long and i couldn get it out. i jumped with head tilted all the way frm the swimming centre to the mrt station and i couldn get the water out. perry tried shaking my head like crazy and andy tired knocking my head against the pillar and it all didn work..finally at my own effort after jumping so many times until my leg ache then i got the water out of my ear.

watched the holiday after that and i realised just like kate winslet alot of things is yourself and about being able and haf the determination to let go.

work tomorrow and on sunday too to replace another collegue which means i wld miss my star awards.

chapter 4- bionn international and cenosis roadshow

2006-12-10T23:31:00.001-08:00

the 3 days roadshow at toa payoh hdb hub finally ended and that means an end to standing and pulling customers for hours until we got aching heels and sore throats. but overall our collegues were nice, met a few new friends especially VANESSA which i think was the ultimate cuz she could talk NON STOP and she is forever energetic. after a long day of work she can still rattle all the way..hahahaha..Ann and shu hui were nice bosses and we ought to buy them coke the the next time round we see them right cindy?

i had a horrible dream yesterday i was hugging my bloster and sleeping when i dreamt that i was hugging the clipboard and scanning for the potential one dollar. this continued through the night until i got so irritated that i kicked my bloster away.

i still feel bad for asking old aunties and ah mas for skin analysis. although i know they wun buy but i still approached them. and usually they look so gong that it makes me feel guilty like i am deceiving them and conning them. haiz, it was supposed to be the facial onsultants that i should feel sorry, for having to scan their skin and knowing they are not potential customers.

in the process of getting one dollar, i met cindi mum and got cindi's mum and her collegue to do the analysis. hahaha..then wrongly approached a MAID for analysis and then i got no choice but to tell her to leave her occupation blank. hahaha..and a malay couple ended up quarelling because of me as the wife wanted to do the analysis but the husband forbids then the women kept grabbing onto my clipboard and filling in the particulars while quarelling with her husband. it was lucky that i wasnt given a punch in the face. hahaha..

interview tomorrow ....

chapter 4- bionn international and cenosis roadshow

2006-12-10T23:31:00.000-08:00

chapter 3 - bored

2006-12-05T23:39:00.000-08:00

my hair colour seems gone..couldn see the highlight anymore and it cost me 116 bucks leh..anyway, was supposed to meet soon mei to go ikea today and i waited for her sms until i feel asleep..in the end she got work so i ended up rotting at home..

was supposed to meet zi xiang they all tomorrow for a gathering before he leaves for US for 3 years to study music but then seems like everybody is too lazy to organize. i was so boreed that i ransacked the cupboard for vcds and i ended up watching winter sonata AGAIN and i realised the show was pretty stupid now..but still i like bae yong goon in that image ONLY!!! hahahaha..

for alot of times i wanted to call, wanted to say sorry but in the end i restrained myself. i dun want to be back the starting point again. actually come to think of it i have nothing to lose because right from the start i am already alone.

chapter 2- poor description

2006-12-04T21:10:00.000-08:00

i still dunno wat to write for 'the owner' section cuz i dunno how to describe myself. so i left it the way my sis written..only my name and bday..it is pretty weird to describe yourself although u are suppose to know yourself the best..but this dun apply to me leh..hahaha..

went interview at OLD GIRLS (OG) yesterday but we didn accept the job cuz the pay was too little, the working hours too long and i think the job is going to be pretty tiring..hahaha..i seriously need money..150 dollars waiting after i completed the roadshow this fri, sat and sun for cenosis and bionn international. so all the ah puis and mor peng pls come to toa payoh hdb hub to do free skin analysis and some free bone mass and water retention test so that i can earn more commission. hahaha..

i realise i cant type with long nails. i tend to scratch myself with my own nails..this explains the scar on my face that haven gone off after a year. my nails are too soft and i wonder why the shape of my nails is so weird and ugly..i dunno how to shape my nails, my sis got problem shaping my nails and i cant paint my nails well either. besides, i am too lazy to remove the nail paint. thus there are always some ugly patches all over my nails..who cares anyway..hahaha

i tried walking with heels that day with jiale and guohao and ended up with plasters all over my feet..darn it..it must be because i forgot to bite the shoe..and using candles to wax the edges dun work..u and ur good recommendation pamela..
so i tried again yesterday with cindy and wendy for interviews and i was fully armed with plasters on my ankles..my feet didn hurt yesterday but i lost both the rubber studs at the back of the heels and i dunno why..haiz..

chapter 1-the new start

2006-12-03T02:08:00.000-08:00

sis changed the blogskin and everything for me..she things blogdrive is too troublesome and insisted i shift to blogspot..hahaha..watever la..as long as she changes the skin for me..hahaha..changing skin is troublesome and complicated so even when i am not the one doing it i still find the job tedious..btw, the skin wasnt chosen by me either..cuz i am not that free sitting in front of the computer searching for skins =_="

2006-12-02T20:15:00.000-08:00

NEW URL;
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